Courtney Stodden shaved her head last month to mourn the loss of her unborn child. But the former child bride is now regretting her decision to do so. In an interview with Entertainment Tonight, she revealed that her decision did not help her in healing the pain of her miscarriage.
"I'm just feeling a little lost right now. I thought shaving my head would give me some kind of relief from the pain I've been experiencing... but it hasn't," the 21-year-old reality TV star told the website. Since shaving her head off in August, she is trying different wigs to feel comfortable.
"I'm wearing wigs in order to try and make myself feel like I used to feel before all of this stuff happened. I almost feel like I'm trying to find myself all over again... or maybe find myself for the first time in my life. I don't know," Stodden added.
Nonetheless, the reality TV star shared a racy picture on Instagram to commemorate national Teddy bear Day. "Ted's getting me ready for National Teddy Bear day which is tomorrow", she captioned the explicit image where she appears with her pants down with a teddy bear placed near her crotch.
Last month the former Celebrity Big Brother contestant shared an emotional video social media to announce her miscarriage – she was three months pregnant at the time. She shaved off her head as a "symbolic gesture" to "give back to my angel".
"I want to step into this new chapter in my life fresh and with anew. So I wanted to share it with you because you're a huge support system to me and I love all of you so much so again, thank you for your support and here we go," she said.