'Daddy's Still With Jesus': Erika Kirk Shares How She Handles
Charlie Kirk and Erika Kirk together with their daughter. mrserikakirk/Instagram

Erika Kirk faced sudden loss after Charlie Kirk died during an event in Utah on 10 September 2025. She returned home in Arizona with two young children and a life changed in one moment.

She shared her struggle during a recent interview, where she explained why each day brings fresh pain. Faith shaped her response as she worked through grief and public duty.

She described a home filled with memories, questions, and quiet nights that felt heavier than before. Her story drew wide attention across conservative circles due to her role at Turning Point USA and her new life as a widow.

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Erika Kirk's Hardest Part of the Day

Erika explained her hardest moment each day came at night, as they felt long and silent, adding that she often spoke about her day before bed.

'Night time, always. I'll tell them about my day. I talk to them all the time. But the nights are the hardest, being in bed by yourself', said Erika via AOL.

Erika stated that she reached for a goodnight kiss that never came and described that moment as painful for any widow.

Small habits, she said, carried weight now and each quiet evening reminded her of Charlie's absence.

How Erika Handles Her Daughter's Heart-Breaking Questions

Their daughter still asked about Charlie, sharing a recent moment when she said she missed him, and asking when he might return home.

Erika said she answered with gentle words each time, telling her daughter that Charlie stayed with Jesus, adding that he worked hard there.

She encouraged her daughter during moments of sadness.

'And I say they are so busy and tell her that if ever you want to talk to daddy, you just look up to the sky and start talking', said Erika.

She adds, 'You know, daddy, daddy is in heaven'.

Erika explained heaven as another house for now, to which their daughter replied that she hopes she might visit one day. Erika told her that one day they would all go. She noted children holds deep innocence during grief.

Erika's Life as a Widow

According to NPR, Erika became CEO and board chair of Turning Point USA soon after Charlie died. Senior staff said Charlie wanted that outcome. Supporters said they backed her leadership.

She said she aimed for continuity across major projects and would push ahead with campus events and AmericaFest. She planned further work on radio and podcast projects Charlie first built.

Erika repeated that Charlie's mission would continue, adding strong words during an early speech. She also expanded her own commitments, running faith-based projects, apparel work, and a long-standing Bible ministry.

She continued her studies through Liberty University. She lived in Arizona with her children. She prepared for Charlie's memorial with major political figures attending.

Controversies Against Erika Kirk Just Don't Stop

Online attacks surged after Charlie's death. Snopes documented many false claims. Several posts accused Erika of financial wrongdoing. One claim said a congresswoman requested an inquiry.

Fact-checkers said that the claim lacked evidence. Other posts alleged links with Jeffrey Epstein. Those posts said she had a role in recruitment and Charlie's death. Investigators said no record supported that claim.

More posts claimed she launched several lawsuits or new ventures. Other claims targeted her personal life and travel history. Some posts alleged she joined Air Force Two for events.

Reports stated that each claim failed verification. Others alleged she faced bans abroad or joined trafficking rings. But, all lacked support from credible sources.